I think I saw this site a long time ago when I was a suicidal teen, but now as I continue to be pushed further down a path of hopelessness, anhedonia, ever-increasing despair, loneliness/isolation, and abandonment I’m not sure where else is left to vent my thoughts.. I’m just a complete freak with no way of ever possibly becoming an actual person and I seem to be so terrible that everyone will always reach some threshold of caring until they basically give up on me. I feel like I’m just “damaged goods”, and that it’s impossible for me to ever be better.. I’m so unbelievably […]
