I spend a lot of my day thinking about my life , thinking about where it went wrong, how did this happen too me?. I was once happy and joyful now that me is gone i spend most of my day  wanting too end my own life because I am tired of it i am tired of waking up everyday doing the same shit over and over again and each and everyday it gets worse and harder. I go to sleep literally praying for death then  i wake up still alive and it starts all over again. I think about suicide A LOT more then […]