Before leaving this world I wanted to leave something behind. I’m 24 I have 4 year old son, that I love so much. So much. I’m mentally ill and have reached out to several people but nobody answered my cry for help. My son deserves better than me. My boyfriend has a gun, I suppose that is what I’ll use. I asked to please stay with me tonight but he left anyway. I’m wasting time. Please somebody… I don’t know what I’m asking for… goodbye
