I don’t exactly feel a whole lot anymore. About anything really. I don’t feel anything for myself one bit. I feel quite a bit for others who have pain but I always treat myself like shit. I know I shouldn’t but I’ve been doing it for so long that it’s just kind of natural for me to do it. I don’t even realize I’m doing it most of the time until others tell me to stop being negative or that I shouldn’t say such things. Eventually they make reasons for not being able to get together and then they stop calling all together. Leaving you […]
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DeWolfe3
DeWolfe3
My initials are A.H. I will not go into detail as to whom I may because I don't want someone who potentially knows me to read what I write or how I feel and do something drastic. Because if that happens I'd rather be dead then what people will do to me when they truly understand how I feel. I feel like Dexter in a way. Minus the whole serial killer thing. I just mean the empty feeling inside and the whole facade about being normal as a mask to keep the ones you care about from finding out. I'm 22 and live in Ontario, close to Toronto but not in TO.