dofngjo

buried it for too long.

never have been happy.

feel like the only reason to live is for love.

but all i find is bitches with no morals who want to treat me like sex object.

depressed.

bribed.  given gifts, all i want.  free money.  no rules.  no obligations.  no alarm clock to punch.

any hobby or interest…  given all i need.  but then suddenly am not interested in it anymore.

reduced to waking up.  checking email to see if any far away strangers that i desperately call my friends have written to me.

then have not.

they dont care anyways.  they offer b.s words tho they cant spare more than a moment and […]