I am so done.. So sick and tired of trying. Why did he just let me die Instead of taking me to the hospital
Done.
So… Â 2 weeks ago i tried to commit suicide… Obviously i failed at that attempt, but did stay in a psych unit for 7 days. My point? I am a failure…..especially with life.
I want to end my life.. But when it comes time to, I can’t do it.. Why? I am so miserable. I am sick of the pain I endure everyday. I am ready. I have been for a while now, But I still cannot do it.. Why???
My fiance of 6 years just left me… Â Knowing I could never be with anyone else, i started cutting myself on both of my upper thighs… My only escape from all the emotional pain he has put me through…
We were engaged for 4 years, together for 6 years, have a 4 year old child together. I suffer from depression, anxiety, and panic attacks, this has been going on for about 4 years now. Starting new medications, ending them, then starting others… Ive been pretty good lately, but all of a sudden he becomes unhappy.. Yes i get all of the pain he went through pushing me to get well and happy, but i spoke about it. Within the past 2 weeks, we’ve had a break, pity sex, and he broke up with me today. I feel like I’ve been backstabbed. Like my best […]