A few days ago I was finally going to end it.
I stayed home from school that day, and no one was going to be home until much later.
I grabbed as many different pills as I could find. Painkillers, and antidepressants mainly. There were probably around 4 different kinds; 50 pills in total. I also grabbed a bottle of vodka. I filled the bath tub up with water. My thinking was that if I didn’t die from overdosing, I would at least drown after I passed out.
Next I swallowed all the pills and got into the tub. Then I started to drink the vodka. I drank […]