*spoiler* this is a suicide note.
Once upon a time i genuinely thought that i could get through this.
I thought that despite how bad i felt i could fight these feelings and actually win the battle to depression.
Im 19.
I started having thoughts of suicide at the age of 13.
I acted upon these feelings at age 15, & was then taken into a mental health facility for adolecent teenagers like me.
During my time there me and few other teenagers who were also “mentally ill” felt that we were treated unfairly.
I think at one point it got so bad that we would hold little secret […]