Has anyone else lost that vibe, you know, that one you used to have when you were young, now a days it just seems like life is going downhill, faster and faster, people have tried to jump in front of me and they might have slowed me down a bit, but now i just seems like every things started to pick up again, all the dark thoughts have come back, i’m alone, all alone, no one here now but me, and these dark thoughts… and all because the vibe left, the vibe to live…
Sometimes I wish I could just blow the world away, just take a gun…. hell i could take my dads and just go to school…. maybe then people would start to notice me more….. but i won’t, it’s that damn fear… it haunts me, i will never leave me or allow me to do what i want to do…. with out this damn fear…. oh the way I would end it… just end it…. take me new friend and end it….