I hate myself. I continue inflicting my pathetic self on other people. For what? Because I’m selfish enough to want to be loved? Fuck that. I keep fucking up and making mistakes, mistakes with serious consequences for the people around me. My family disowned me because I wasn’t dedicated to their cult. My ex hated me for being mentally ill and struggling with my disabilities. The person who took me in keeps having to clean up my fuck ups. I almost got her evicted because I fucked up writing on a legal document. I. Cant. Stop. Doing. Stupid. Things. Every time I try to take […]
