I’ve been off and on this place for the past few years. And here tonight, in this painful place ive found myself, ive wandered back here to seek something I cant seem to find anywhere.
I’m alone. Its a terrible feeling. All i want is some companionship. Some sort of human contact. ANYONE to care about me. To want to know how I am, what I’m thinking, what I’m feeling.
I have no hope i’ll ever find that, and in a way ive accepted that. But that doesn’t mean it doesn’t tear me apart every moment of the day.