I feel invisible anyway… So why can’t I just disappear? It’s not like anyone would notice. My therapist doesn’t help, the people who are considered “friends” don’t understand, my family doesn’t care… But when I’m reading things online, looking for some sort of help… Everything always says, “just keep hanging on, everything will get better, just wait one more day.” One more day for what? A miracle? Miracles only happen in movies, not in real life.
So many questions but I’m talking to myself, the random thoughts inside my head…
I apologize to whoever is reading this, it must be very dull.