so, usually i’m hopelessly depressed. i truly cannot tell you a time in which i was able to envision a future. still can’t. really weird stuff cause now im in high school and i don’t know what im supposed to do cause i cant imagine myself anywhere, doing anything. also idk how to kill myself. i mean like obv i know i could do carbon monoxide or jump or whatever, but like i cant do it. which sounds stupid and now everyone here is going to think im some annoying teen with no problems but like im really sad but i cant kill myself but […]
