dysphoria

I’ve had mental and emotional problems starting at a young age, and I thought I knew how to control them (I was sadly mistaken). Instead of seeing my problems through, I would bury them deep down and dismiss them completely.

That used to work for me, but as I get older and more mature, it’s becoming harder and harder.

The smallest of things will trigger my downward spiral of depression and suicidal thoughts and I’m at a point where I’m scared of what might happen.

I have no money, or insurance, but I have been actively seeking help at local mental clinics.

I really struggling to keep hope/faith in […]