Seems like bad things keep happening. I can’t keep up. No time to deal with one issue before another one starts. I’m so hurt and exhausted that I can’t think of anything to do but end my life.
I’m in my late thirties and I still can’t believe some of the stuff I go through. I keep hoping things will change but they don’t. I’ve tried everything I can but I still end up getting hurt or disappointed. I thought about suicide before and never tried it but I think all my other options are out. I can’t keep fighting and fighting. Nothing is getting better. I’ve been doing this too long. At this point if it didnt change by now its going to.