Why do people make it seem like suicide is such a bad thing? What’s wrong with finally being happy? How could anyone be able to do the same exact thing everyday? Get up eat (or not) school, fail, go home, and do the same thing over and over again. How could people live happy when there is literally no point to life ( God or no God). I don’t understand.
Author
efilife
Sometimes to measure how horrible I feel that day I make myself imagine a gun right in front of me and whether I would pull the trigger right in that moment. Sometimes there are days where I would want to pull it without thinking just so I don’t change my mind. That’s whats scary to me.