I remember making this account maybe 7 years ago in my twenties. i feel so old and I am still just as lonely as I was back then.
I wish I had then let go and died when I was on the edge. i wish it so bad. I really need to start seriously working on a plan out. It is just so hard because I don’t really want death, but I can’t live like this either.
why did i end up like this? why did nobody want me? i was so hopeful about the future as a child, i still remember. how stupid.
Why am I even […]