I have been living with the thought of suicide almost four years.I can’t be fixed,my past and my present can’t be fixed.Since kindergarten i wasn’t normal!The kids hated me because i didn’t speak ..i think.I was bullied in school,but i don’t want to talk about that.I think i have extreme social anxiety disorder.When i was little i didn’t understand how different i was.I was thinking that i deserve to treat me like less of human.Now i am going to be 12 grade and i think it’s time to go. I don’t want my parent’s to spent money for lessons for someone who have no future.Now […]
Hi i don’t know how to start.I just have a few questions and i hope to get some answers.First i want to say that my English is bad ,so i hope to understand me well and be able to help me somehow.Ok.I want to die i guess everyone here want that.I read peaceful pill book and i choose the exit bag and pills method.I have 50 pills phenobarbital-100mg and i wonder is it a good medicament for this method?It is for epilepsy and it’s from barbiturate class.I wonder can i fall asleep from these pills and don’t wake up and should drink all of them?I […]