I have been wanting to die for so many years now, it’s unbelievable even to me. Every nite I beg, I pray, I wish, I desire, I plead, and yet, the next day, I’m still here. When I think of the bazillions of GOOD GOOD people who have died for every reason out there, it makes no sense to me that people like myself and others – who don’t want to be alive – but yet we are!
I cry because I’m not dead! There have been so many days/nights when I felt so strongly that ‘this is it, today is the day, I can’t do […]