My husband and I have never had a great relationship. We tear each other down and both have such low self-esteem that we stay together because (at least I believe) that no one else will have me. I have cut myself in the past, had eating disorders, rage, etc. A couple months ago we got into such a big fight that he called the police because I was threatening to kill myself, I had his hunting knife and everything. We both ended up getting charged and have both decided we will NEVER be calling the police again. Instead of helping me/us they ruined our lives […]