I seriously mess up so much. I make all these mistakes. Everyone thinks I am annoying and makes fun of my body. I hate myself and I just feel so alone. and everyone tells me all this bull on how I should be happy and stop being “ungrateful”. cant you see im depressed? i always go to suicide as a way to get away from everything but i can never do it, but i want to so badly. no one understands me and i just want to die so badly. I want to feel wanted and wish my friends didnt just leave me or that […]