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emilysNotOkay

She just doesn’t give a fuck anymore

by emilysNotOkay 7/14/2012

written by emilysNotOkay

I’m dying for her. Literally. I gave everything for her yet she’s gone and is living her life as happy as ever while i’m stuck at home thinking about her and all of the times we shared. SheÂ repeatablyÂ told me she loved me and I used to believe her.

But now she doesn’t give a fuck that I can be seconds away from landing up in another hospital or in a graveyard. I will die for her I will do anything in the world for her but I know she doesn’t feel the same. She’s my first love and I just can’t get over her as hard […]

7/14/2012 8 comments

I don’t know if I can go on anymore

by emilysNotOkay 7/12/2012

written by emilysNotOkay

Hi my name Is Emily and I’m 15 years old. I was diagnosed with depression about 7 months ago. My life hasn’t been the same since. I was dealing with my sexuality, paranoia, anxiety, OCD, school,anger problems and cutting. This all led to my horrible depression. I was hospitalized around Christmas time because of aÂ stranglingÂ attempt. I spent Christmas and New Years Eve in the hospital where I stayed for 18 days. Afterwards I started going to an outpatient day program for kids and teenagers with emotional problem called the CDU which stood for Children’s Day Unit. There i met many good friends especially one. Her […]

7/12/2012 0 comment