I don’t have it in me to go on living. The pain I have inside is far too great for my fragile mind to handle. I am hurting so bad. I have prayed every single night that I will feel better, that I can wake up and be okay but it’s only getting worse. I have severely intrusive thoughts about ending my life daily. I had a dream that I ended my life and I finally felt a sense of relief after I was dead in the dream. I was okay and I could finally breathe again.
