By:EmoCookie
Oh suicide
I cant stop thinking about it at the moment
I want to cry but hold it in
I want to cut but  something is stopping me
Something tells me that
That it wont stop me for that long
I couldnt hold it in now I am crying
The other night
I couldnt stop thinking suicide
suicide
SUICIDE
so many ways my mind came up with
grrr
i dont know what to do anymore
what to say
what to feel
By:EmoCookie
Eyes closed
A stream prepares its self a pound her face
She lies on her daily bed
Voices begin to spread
Like a drop of water put down on a napkin
They start to sing the scary tale of your life
(One, two freddy’s coming for you)
Can’t no longer keep my eyes closed
BOOM
I open my eyes
A forest appears
So confused and no words to understand
Everything
so green
But really I open
My eyes wider to see it
Its beauty
By:EmoCookie
These shadows are my demons
These shadows are the thing that keeps me up at night
That wake me up when I am sleeping
These shadows are my demons
The shadows stop and stare at me
The  shadows always begin to talk to me
But no words come out my mouth
These shadows are my demons
The shadows want to take me
The shadows want me to talk to them
These shadows are my demons
The thing that keeps me up at night
That wake me up when I am […]
By:EmoCookie
Please someone hold my arms for i have no control right now
My cry to you means something, it doesnt meannothing
Hold my arms so I can no longer be hurt by this tamed
People say you need to stop with this bloody game or you will never get fame
Ma its not a game
IÂ just want to keep tamed
Hold my arms for I have cut again a pound my arms
Hold my arms so I can be on the right path!
Please someone hold my arms!
Please
By:EmoCookie
Boom
Bam
Slam
No one heard the pain that I believe I desever
Slice
Dice
That is th price that I pay for myself
Spray
Snif
The way I can take myself from this world to be happy for just a second
Slap
Crack
Punch
Have nothing left
Get something someone can’t take from me
Safty pins
No longer come safe for me
Blade box cutters
No longer are for boxes
For my arm is now the box
And the blade […]
By:EmoCookie
Someone please jump into me
Feel my pain
Feel me
I’m dying inside
Help Me!
Help me get some air
Becasue you don’t see me
Dying on the inside
I’m almost gone
Gone from this world
Someone
Jump into me
Walk a day in my shoes
Feel my pain
And you may gain
Gain something in your mind
By:EmoCookie
We look each other  in the eyes
you tell me you love me and that you
know me from the back of your
hands, but now that you are looking
in my eyes look more in and see
the real me. you may be scared at
first but keep looking at my eyes. My
pain may eat into your soul, but
KEEP looking into my eyes! You say
you love me, you say you know me
from the back of your hands. Well to tell
 you the truth you don’t […]
Dear word,
I know you don’t know me. And the words that I’m about to say may mean nothing to you and you just may not care. I am a female that goes by EmoCookie its an old nickname and I am 18 years old. I have depression. I see people to get help, but that doesn’t seem to be working but I will give it more time. I am an on and off cutter. I cry. I try to smile when I can. I’m failing school and I dont know what to do about that. I’m lost be on repair. My dad is […]
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