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Emoxmeow

Well let's see, I`m 18 years old. I'm inspired by simple things and sunny days. Optimism is key. I am easily noticable. Some people are influenced by me. Some people wish to paint the streets with my insides, hah! Whichever it is, I'm here to spark controversy. And I'm here to stay. Don't talk shit. I'm the nicest person I know. People like my hair. You think you can amaze me? Go for it. Yes I am Pansexual. Don't point out my flaws, I already know them. Don't even try to change me. I'm not letting anyone hold me back from expressing myself. That's all you need to know. People that actually enthuse the concept of LIFE and possess the ability to PARTY HARD and have fun. People that DON'T spread drama like an insatiable plague. Even though some people are fueled by drama. Intellectual people, that possess rational thoughts and that live in the now. I'd like to meet "REAL" people with "REAL" feelings. People that DON'T spread drama like an insatiable plague. Even though some people are fueled by drama. And Furthermore...People that are capable of love and embrace each day with productivity... and a simple smile.

Not your doll anymore… I am Free

by Emoxmeow 12/4/2011

written by Emoxmeow

You have no idea how many times I’ve contemplated suicide.

I mean the pills, the blade, the drugs and the alcohol were all ready, the suicide letters, some finished some uncompleted.

You have no idea how many times I’ve sat on my bed, blocking out everything, and concentrating on the blunt razor blade, you donâ€™t know how many times I’ve carved the name on my everything into my wrists, my legs, my stomach, my whole body so they would know the reason for my death.

So they would know that the person was the one I toke my life for.

You are my killer mom; you have taken away […]

12/4/2011 4 comments