Browsing this site I found an hour or 2 ago, it’s nice. Finally people who understand not being understood, who can come together in suffering and share their sorrow without agonizing pity but understanding of shared strife. I’ll stick around and talk to people, worth a shot anyhow.
Nothing else is working, doubt the pills ever worked in the first place. Plus the mental health system is so backed up I won’t get an opportunity to get a better understanding of my kind of struggles sooner than this site here.