I am at a loss of words for the lost hope in this world. I’ve contemplated many times to end it all and be one with the earth again but even then, I just cannot pull the trigger. I bear the pain left behind but also bear the pain of still being here. That makes me so emotionally drained that I am so exhausted in this world, I don’t want to do anything else, even to end my existence. I’m told by my spouse that I’m just intentionally being an @-hole. If I could only prove one or the other but I cannot even do […]
