hi all. first post here. im feeling terrible today, and im realizing that ive spent my whole life unhappy. what a thought. every day, week, month, and year of my life has been spent feeling terrible. and i keep thinking one day it will change but it doesnt. i know a lot of you folks out there feel the same, but that only makes me sadder.
i wish things were somehow easier. i wish things would turn up. i wish for the freedom to heal, but im constantly between a rock and a hard place. and i cant get any help, not that anyone could help […]