I’m so ashamed of myself. I’ve let everybody down. I’m such a disappointment. I’m a stupid loser who can’t do anything right. The world heavyweight champion of poor decision making. Over and over again, so much pain, I can’t take it any more.
My wife left me, but that alone is not the cause of this pain that I’m in. My parents and siblings deserve better too. And my son… I’m so sorry. I’m so sorry. Please forgive me. Please God forgive me.