I’m so sick of pretending of faking smiles crying myself to sleep and im done being alone. sick of living scared of dying. im not afraid of Death im afraid that he will make it painful.
Sometimes suicide is the only way to go.
When cutting yourself has lost its touch.
when nothing feels right and everything is wrong
you cant brethe and when you do it hurts
when your ex wants to be friends and you love
him but you cant have him. when at night you cry yourself to sleep. yet you wake up in the middle of a nightmare and think of your stupid life and how totally useless you are then you start to think about how easily it will be.