The last time I attempted suicide, I almost succeeded. I felt it. I had a few moments of actual peace for the first time in several decades. The deep sadness that had been lodged in the back of my throat, that choked constantly choked me was gone The pain was finally gone. I can’t really describe just how those few moments were so monumental to me.
But some family members found me and “saved me.” I was in and out of conciousness while they drove to the hospital. However, I clearly remember repeatedly begging them to let me die. They obviously didn’t listen. […]