One of the worst things in life is the inability to handle fear. It seems all or most of my life’s decisions were made out of fear and with no actual will. On autopilot. Nothing comes from within..cause there’s nothing inside but sadness, regret and tears that are pouring any time they feel like it.
And this damn fear that keeps me going. Fear of pain but not for myself, but for my family and especially my mom. Living for someone else. Suffering only so the other person won’t suffer. I really feel pain but I still care for my family too much. That’s why I’m […]