I just want to die .. I’m tired i push through it but things are just becoming too difficult… What is the point.. Im past going nowhere.. I’m now just at downhill. My life is down to wanting to die that’s all.. I dont want to fight for it.. I don’t want to puah through ugh.. I don’t want to hope anymore because it’s gotten me nowhere.. I just want to walk away and die
I failed as a person, I failed as a daughter.. my own mother hates me..if all I do is fail why do I live? Whats the point? Failure is all that I am and all I’ll ever be in my mother’s eyes no matter what I do or say.. wish I could go to sleep and never wake up
Sometimes I wonder if it’s worth living? If you have to go through all this crap in life and its just never ending. The hurt, the tears, the pain, the sadness, the wanting and never getting.. It maybe part of life but it’s a life I don’t want..not anymore
I fought.. and I lost..
I fight this feeling everyday.. wanting to die…what do I do when I don’t have it in me to fight anymore.. I just can’t do it. I’m losing hopelessly
Today for the first time finally I stood up for myselfand I was betrayed…by my own mother?! I honestly didn’t see that coming..and now the tears just won’t stop…
Is it wrong to feel like shit that I’m 31 and have never been in a relationship, I’ve never even have a fling?! People ask why I’m still single I tell I’m happy this way but the truth is I’m not. I feel like I’m not pretty enough or good enough to care about. All the people around me are having kids or getting married.. and me just there with no one..always…
Sometimes u win amd sometimes u lose…Today… I’m losing hopelessly…
If I die.. Will u notice..
I made it a week.. I think I’ll make it trough…Lets hope
Never put yourself out there because all that happens is that you get HURT!! Once bitten twice shy..but i didn’t learn. I put myself out there to find love even friendship but he did not want that. Not even friendship! Atleast he doesn’t know how I really feel about him and I guess he never will..
Not knowing was better than knowing. Atleast I had hope now what do I have.. absolutely nothing but this feeling of worthlessness. I’m just a big fugly failure! Why was I born. Wish I go to sleep and never wake up
Today my heart broke into a million pieces. I knew it was going to happen but it hurts even more now that it happened. What is wrong with me, why did I have to do what i did? Wish I could go to sleep and never wake up..Atleast I wouldn’t feel this way..not knowing was better than knowing….
Today is father’s day and its my birthday. Today is the day I realised that I am all alone, it’s a very sad feeling knowing it and finally believing it. I have never felt so worthless before..no father to wish and no birthday wish
I don’t wanna live but I don’t wanna die either …thats life..pointless….
Life is just shit. tomorrow is going to bring everything crumbling down and theres nothing i can do. absolutely nothing! I just don’t know what to do anymore. I just want to go to sleep and never wake up
I give up.. I’m tired of everything, i can’t do this anymore
I’m so tired of life…
I’m lost! And it seems that I cannot seem to find my way. Its hurts though knowing that you try to do your best for everyone anyone but no one will do anything for you and to top it off, you are called selfish and mean when you point it out or when you get frustrated. Guess all I’m meant to do is be a yes person even if it kills me because no one will see my pain, no one will be there for me when I fall… I don’t think I’ll kill myself but I don’t want to live either……
I’m soo tired of trying and failing. why can’t I succeed at anything? I just wonder whats the point of living. I am just a big fucking loser and the more sad part is that its told to me! Why can’t i just die.. go to sleep and never wake up….
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