I lie there with the pills in my hand, so many times i’ve tried but can’t quite do it. From the outside everything appears fine; decent job, car, house. But, to be alone in your thirties with no kids, no friends, and a family that despises you for everything you’ve put them thru hurts in ways that are inexplicable. Having bipolar, and borderline personality disorder is becoming too much. Last night I had my pills in hand but reached out to a “friend” telling her I needed help and would not make it to dinner. Her reply “take care of yourself”. It killed me. I […]
