im not ready to go to college. the future used to seem so far away and now that it’s nearly on top of me, its so much. i want this stress and expectations to end, and the easiest way to do that is by not living anymore. there’s nothing for me especially with the world going to shit. i wish this was a kinder place.
(I promise the intro is relevant)
Being told I was a gifted kid in elementary and middle school was such bullshit! All I did was read and kind of understand assignments sometimes and because of that I never developed any sort of work ethic, or probably any ethics in general.
Now as a senior (literally 3 months from graduating, its so close and so far) I can’t do anything. I skip half my classes, don’t do my homework unless I’m actively in class, smoke weed all day, and am generally a tumor on my family’s hard work. Every generation has put in […]