I hate it when people describe me in a different way, a way that others don’t see me for how i present my own self. Especially when it would be of relationship talk.
I’m so sad, I don’t know what to think of anymore. All i can feel is just this emotion eating at me. Bringing myself down even further, telling myself that i’m a nobody, i’m no good, why do people even bother with a selfish greedy person such as myself. Why don’t I just make myself worse since I deserve it. I have the urge to slice again, at this moment it’s hard to restrain myself from touching a blade again when I crave for it the most…I don’t deserve anything good. I’m no one.