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Gods Children, Satan’s Plaything
They say we are all Gods Children.
Why does our father ignore us?
Why doesn’t our father console us?
Why do we have to ask for our father’s comfort?
They say our God is in us all.
Why does father want us to destroy his vessel?
Why doesn’t father make us feel loved?
Why do we have to ask for fathers love?
They say God is always with us.
Why Doesn’t father talk to us?
Why does father make us feel alone?
Why do we have to ask father to be in our hearts?
They say we are nothing but […]
This may be because I’m high as hell but still I think it would be cool.
I was thinking that it would be cool if everybody on here that is feeling the same as me you know alone,useless,a failure,whatever it is would get together and hang out talk and just have each other back. I mean it would make since, nobody will understand what were going through unless they’re going through the same thing. There would be no psychiatrist or councilor involved it would be just us, for us. I bounced it off my sister and she said it sounds like a cult lol. I told […]
I was watching colombiana, and in the credits they played NIN’s song Hurt song by Johnny Cash. As I listined to the lyrics I imagined myself committing suicide to this song, it just fit so well. I’ve always imagined myself doing the deed while listing to something but nothing fit perfectly.
Hurt
By: Johnny Cash
Originally performed by Nine Inch Nails
I hurt myself today
To see if I still feel
I focus on the pain
The only thing that’s real
The needle tears a hole
The old familiar sting
Try to kill it all away
But I remember everything[Chorus:]
What have I […]
ok so after about 2 hours of sitting here thinking of what to say, how to say it, and again asking myself “is there a point?” I guess the only reason or in my case the only point that i should do this is because i do know that if i don’t try something soon, i am going to hurt myself sooner or later.
So lets start at the beginning, At 17 I was strongly concidering suicide, I was 5 mins away from blowing my head off with a shotgun, i mean i had it under my chin and everything, i was just trying to get […]