i fight myself at every turn. i cant fix wrongs because its wrong to do so. i cant help because it hurts. i have had to restrain myself from myself my entire life. i dont like what i see or what i have to allow. i’m tired of giving free passes to everyone who intentionally causes harm to those i care about. i’m tired of feeling like i’m the only sane person here. nothing makes sense anymore. i want to die, and then i dont because i shouldnt have too. they should. they are the cancer that has spread into every crevice and metastasized destroying […]
