They don’t know, I don’t clean the house to help them out. I clean the house to keep myself from killing myself. The thoughts are there, I know I am stronger, truth is I just don’t want to be here anymore. I need not be alone with myself, and these thoughts. I wish I had a friend to talk to about this, but I don’t I have no friends. The only people who come in contact with me only want me for one thing, that is my fault, because I have always given it to them. I don’t want to be that way anymore, I […]
