well winter has arrived rather abruptly and there is no way in hell im gonna make it through the holidays. i wanted to hold out a little longer like maybe after new years but fuck that. still i am heartbroken about my mother having to deal with this. she has health issues of her own and is getting into her old age. actually im worried about my whole family as well. i have this disease, call it a curse “bipolar”. i inherited it. when i was a kid people thought i was some sort of demon with the mania that i exhibited. idk…. so tomorrow […]
hey guys i’m new here and i figured i would share my story. actually im surprised that i even have the will and energy to write this. so anyway im a 26 yr old gay woman who lives with her equally imbalanced mother. i have never accomplished anything in my life and clearly thats my own fault. i did terrible in school (never even went half the time) i have no direction or goals and i have never been able to keep a long term job (this is even before i became suicidal) about 8 months ago my long term girlfriend and i broke up […]