I told my friends that I was raped and it made me suicidal. They not only called me a liar and a drama queen but posted cruel things about me on Facebook. All of this because my feelings prevented me from attending a trip they wanted to go on. I’m 20 and thought I would have a good set of friends by now but suddenly I have none and I don’t know what to do.
I was wondering if anyone here has felt bad about not commiting suicide? None of us should but often times people write off my suicidal urges as me being a drama queen. When they tell me this it makes me feel guilty or embarrassment for not doing it in the first place. Is this a common feeling? If so any tips on how to get rid of it?
Every day of my life I want to commit suicide. I survive by trying to find the one thing that makes me smile. It can be music or a favorite food, anything. I block out the rest of the world and I try to find a small moment of happiness for myself. It’s easier said than done but it’s always nice to try. I hope that you guys try to find a smile somewhere today. If it’s any help I’m sending a virtual hug your way. Sometimes hugs are an amazing help 🙂
I’m a 20 year old woman that hasn’t had one happy day in her entire life. I hoped that adulthood would bring me a time when I could have 24 hours of happiness but that hasn’t happened and it’s.really all that I wish for. I went from living with my drug addict.mother and violent drunken step fathers to living with my boyfriend at his mother’s house stressing every day about finding work, a place of my own, and going to school. My life has felt as if it’s forever in this pit of sadness. I Â try to smile and be optimistic every day […]