I am extremely stressed with school, work, trying to be normal  and  not the self harm way . I have no outlet . I want to relapse.  Is relapse a pre-meditated thing?  I need to self harm . I tried everything to avoid it (5 min rule, butterfly, red ink, rubber-bands) but I can’t/don’t want too…the problem is I have to cut myself multiple times to achieve the same sense of high/pain compared to the few cuts I could get away with before…
It is obviously first world problems. And I get that I do. Â Everything I’ve read about trying to recover from SH talks about […]