Its been a while since I posted. Family moved down to Florida finishing up things in Indiana before I join them. Wonderful support of family made this all possible. I still struggle with the depression(she is on mean *****), but I am in control. Evil thoughts do not linger and I actually smiled and laughed the other day for the first time in awhile. Thank you everyone on this site for giving me a open ear or just a place to keep everybody updated. I don’t think I will be on this site much longer its time to start living again. My only advise […]
Moving to Florida for a fresh start. Family knows all issues and very supportive. On another notes evil thoughts do not overpower me any more did break down while driving by the RR tracks I had planned to use. Life is ok
Depressed and down today. Depression kicking in. Wish I could have just stayed in bed all day.
Full of nervous energy and panic today. I don’t understand why. Just wish I could go to sleep and not wake up.
Today alone not sure if this is good but do not feel like being around anybody confused?
I haven’t shared my feelings except here. I was going to share how I feel with my family, but would feel ashamed and look weak. Any advise??
In case those saw my last post I don’t thonk today is the day. I just heard from employers within the last 30 min I have interviews set for Friday and Monday. Thanks for all the support.
Life is too had to handle Today is the day. The world is nothing but heartless indivduals who only care for themselves and $$