another thing i dont know why and search for help here: i found a record of an ambulance call from the death of my role model and cried.
2 days later a ver close up friend died by suicide.
the suicide was 2 days ago and i didnt cried about her death
but i cried about the call of lil peeps death like a baby that got hurt.
if anny1 knows if im a fucking psychopath or smthn like that pls tell me