just gonna wait and see for now and while i’m at it i’ll “work” a bit
i’m like the expired never opened bottle of milk standing in the back of the fridge and soon i will meet my demise
muted cry of despair
a gruesome play
flung up high in the air
no holding on to no ledge
the rush of adrenaline and the rush of lurking silence
the sky is the poison
seeping inside your head
infecting what’s been left behind by agone parasites
the ground is the healing
take a moment
in mid-air surveying the barren waste
your home
no soul in sight
old ruins adorning it
for the blink of an eye you dare to enjoy the peaceful solitude
gravity sets in
now prepare for another round
between the claws of your slaughterman
i just love when i (metaphorically) get spit in the face by people that dont know me for doing nothing wrong
all i feel is anger i want to take the sharpest thing i can find and stab myself to death to escape