I see no way out. I have been trying to stop my mind from torturing me for 25 years. I have tried everything I could. I have focused so much on trying to find salvation and a surrogate parent (therapists, healing techniques, friends, etc) that I have been more and more losing touch with reality. I am afraid of too many things: of not being a good parent, of not being able to support my family, but basically i have been afraid of my mind mostly. It keeps on taking me to checkmate, to keep me in a maze where I cannot find a way […]
