i’m not a good person. i could be recovering now but i want to stay where it’s safe and that’s all because of who i am and how i was brought up. i want someone to come in and fix it for me. i just feel nothing generally because i’ve always protected myself from feeling anything. i guess i try to help some people sometimes and i am creative but i don’t feel like anything is worth going through. i’m depressed because i want to be happy and i want everyone in the world to be happy and i want the world to be fixed […]
