thanks for the replies earlier on guys
nice to hear from someone before it happens
paper notes are written now only one thing left to do
(xanax and helium bag) not sure if theyll let me say that but if not ill rewrite and just say thanks
Feels a bit strange posting this note here.
I just need to say a few things that I cant leave in the note I’m leaving my mother.
Feel like other people are a different species (not litetrally of course Im not insane) See them talking, laughing empathising with each other.
I’m quite good at pretemding to do these things but it is exhausting to keep it up for any extended period of time.
Saw a TV ad before where this guy around my age was out playing soccer with his friends, hanging around laughing etc. but at the end of the dayhe went into his bathroom and peeled off […]