For the first time in a long time, my anxiety is back. I really don’t know what to do. I can’t stop crying. I’ve felt like I can’t breathe for the past two days. I don’t want to deal with this anymore.
I was getting better, but I can feel myself slipping again. I feel worthless. I don’t want to feel like this anymore
May 21, 2013 was the first time I self-harmed. I was a freshman in high school, and the final grades of the year were coming out soon. My mom was furious that I had 3 F’s, but it was just because I missed school from being sick. I had gone to my classes and got all 3 grades changed to an A earlier in the day, but she didn’t let me talk, so I couldn’t tell her. My mom didn’t want to yell at me in front of her mom who was living with us, so she took me outside to the porch and started […]
Do you ever just wake up and think “Why bother? Why get out of bed today?” That’s the point I’ve been at for awhile