Where is your heart,
When it is not with me.
I am so strong when you are gone
In your presence it seems to deplete
I know that what I did was wrong
..did it feel better to do this to me
In you I find my darkness
The lonely and self defeat
The part of me whom struggles
So empty and obsolete
I look in the mirror,
who are you that I see?
Only portrayed words,
of what you call me
Lost within a physical vessel,
A small smudge under the surface of a mass blur.
Blindly assisting the devil,
pupeteered for darkness to occur.
Suppressing lights purest gift,
The essence to life itself.
Pleading for you to seal the rift,
When will you answer yourself
Within our created walls,
we seem to falter.
To others we seek,
comfort and shelter.
But it is you whom needs you the most.
Inside you hold the diagnose.
I give my all but it is never enough to make everything okay
You may constantly break my heart but I’ll still love you anyway
If it’s wrong to love you then so let it be
I can’t deny the fact that you complete me
Hiding behind your fake smile
Because apparently, there’s more to gain
Show me hope and I’ll never let go
Hope has only given me more pain to know..
Fell to black and stitches blue
These scars all tell a story of you
I see my thoughts conquering your head
I see my emotions on your face
It hurts to know you understand
Of who you are, of what I am
I see you as a caged bird
I see you yell things that cannot be heard
I feel your pain as I feel my own
I feel shut out, I see you alone
I hear you crying to yourself at night
I listen to you as my tears take flight
If you look at me you’ll understand
Of what you are, of who I […]